.i can be your DREAM and HELL as well.

He texted me after lunch and asked for the available movies in Greenbelt and Powerplant. Fortunately, THE VOW is still on showing. I really wanted to catch that movie since some of my friends who already watched told me that it is a must-see movie. Owkaaaaayyyy….. so I wanna hit a try.

Our choices were Ghost Rider and The Vow. The Vow will start at 5:40pm and Ghost Rider is at 6:15pm. But since, he knows that I’m a love-story fanatic (Yeah! I really wanna watch love story movies. Wag nang umangal!), he chose to watch The Vow (thanks for that!) with free 2 Kitkat chocolates. yay! :)

I expected the movie to be heart warming and feeling-falling-in-love-all-over-again story but it failed me.  Well, the movie only showed “true love” that the guy (Leo) never gave up waiting for the girl to fall in love with him again after the accident. Even if the girl remember some of her past a (Paige) and only the memories with the guy that she fell in love she cannot remember, the guy still stay on her side, trying to bring back all her memories with him.

Funny thing is that, we can somewhat relate with the story of the movie. Because, Paige’s father doesn’t like Leo for her daughter because Leo is only a recording studio owner that her father thinks that he can’t provide Paige’s needs since Paige came from a wealthy family. Leo doesn’t have a family. His parents died when he was young and only Paige is his family. Paige’s father asked Leo to divorce Paige because her dad believes that Leo can’t give Paige good life. Meanwhile, Paige, who is young, wild, and free woman, chose to be with Leo because of L.O.V.E. no matter what it takes (awww…. love really sucks!).

Oh well, it’s like me as Paige, Mike as Leo (though he’s not a recording studio owner), Paige’s family is my family, and of course, Paige’s dad is my dad. HAHAHAHA…..

Honey was looking for a mocha skinny jeans. I was really tired to roam around because I really hungry but I was not telling it to him. I was letting him to window shop since he always give way for me to shop even if our feet get hurt. Hehe..

Then finally, he decided to eat dinner. Yahooooo!!!! I was reaaaaallllllyyyyyy hungry!!!! J since we were on our tipid mode, KFC for dinner. Yes! It satisfied my cravings. Hmmm…. yummy! J I was soooooo…. full! :) look at my plate :)

I felt that he’s coming back to what he used to be before. He’s already malambing and maasikaso. Awww…. thanks honey for making my day. Thanks for the movie and very simple dinner. I enjoyed being with you.

Picture trip after dinner! :D

After the movie, of course, my favourite thing to do, WINDOW SHOPPING. I haven’t bought anything since the only thing I wanted to buy is the shoes from Forever 21 for Php375/pair. Waaaaahhhh…. can’t stop thinking of it. It’s really affordable, isn’t it? Wait, help me to choose.. which is which.. YELLOW OR BLUE????!!!! Honey-boo chose yellow for me because I already have lots of blue shoes but I’m still in dilemma? Hmmmm…..

It’s been 1 year and 4 months. I really miss a lot of good things about him, about us. I smile whenever I think of our first meet and first date. It was a perfect moment for me. How I thought of everything between me and him. I never imagined my life before with someone like him. I was looking for my prince charming that could give me the best in this world. Until I met someone that I never pictured of meeting someone that could give me the best tune of life.

Do you know Mariah Carey’s song “Against All Odds”? That’s how I describe our relationship. People don’t like him for me because of several personal reasons. Luckily, I got true people behind and beside me and that’s who I really value in life.

There’s no such thing as PERFECT. You can’t find someone who has all-in-one package. One thing that brought him to the top is that, he comprises all the good personality in a man.

I love him for who he is. I love the way he makes me secured that I’m the only one in his life; the way he response to me whenever I doubt; the way he send me sweet messages out of nowhere; the way he calls me in the middle of the night just to check me if I’m really in the house while all of sudden, will tell me how much he loves and really means to him; the way he pulls me back whenever we’re on our fight (awww…. *teary eyed*); the moment when he makes “lambing” to me when my tantrums attack; the way he prepares my utensils everytime we eat; MOST OF ALL, I really miss the way he is to me.. our first 10months of our relationship.

People change as time change. I miss the way he hold my hand while saying, “mahal na mahal kita ng sobrang sobra baby ko. Gusto ko ikaw na habang buhay” (awwww…. *teary eyed* again). those were the days I fell in love with love and happiness in my life. Those were the days I learned how to unhold the feelings with the one I love. Those were the days I can feel that this-is-the-one feeling everytime I hug him. He’s everything to me.. my brother, my father, my bestfriend, my lover.

I MISS THE WAY HE IS TO ME BEFORE. I wish I can turn back to that moment when I was still happy with him and with our relationship. I really wanted to feel again the feeling of trusting someone., of having someone who stands with happiness and true love for me.

I MISS BEING YOU TO ME :’(